I wandered in the shore,
waiting for the sun to set,
Avocets chirping, cold breeze blowing
giving courage, tranquility— life.
The ocean looked calm,
as calm as the clouds in the sky,
waves’ sweet melody, so harmonious, so smooth.
I can hear it, and sense it.
As I continued walking,
miles from where I came from,
footsteps in the sand, gently fading,
sun’s vanishing, no pause, no break.
Darkness gradually surrounded the place,
until I could no longer see light,
the light that used to gleam at times I needed.
I suddenly heard this sweet melody.
But that melody eventually faded.
Days had passed; I was still stuck in here,
constantly hoping for the bright light to appear,
Perhaps, it will never show up once more.
“Things will never be the same again”
I moved slowly to reach the seawater,
and decided to drown myself,
this time, I heard nothing else but silence.
Silence that I was longing for years.