Hoping for hope

I was covered by dark clouds. Sometimes when I wake up, I could not see them. I thought they disappeared. Hours had passed, they eventually came back. They’ve been heaving lightnings, thunders rumbling, which no one can ever withstand. I’m alone here, searching beautiful rainbows, trying to figure out, if pot of golds are on…

I’m tired

I’m tired. I’m tired of recalling those nights when I heard shouts from my parents’ room at 3am. I’m tired of knowing that Mom and Dad’s priority was not us. I’m tired of seeing them with their new families. I’m tired of looking at my nephew’s sad eyes, longing for attention and for real happiness…

Drowned In The Sea of Grief

I desired to be as free as the clouds above, drift as the wind blows. shed tears whenever and wherever I want, and vanish as darkness eats the world. As I opened eyes in the morning, the light tries to surprise me. Giving hope when I needed not hope, lending a hand when I need…

Send help

I arrived in the place and quickly went down the plane, “Finally, I had a chance to visit my dream destination!” I was drained, so I checked in the nearest guesthouse and napped for almost an hour. I woke up and noticed changes, everything was different, including my room, my bed. I was prisoned somewhere…

Living; Dying

How heart-breaking it is, when people walk away, got exhausted of the things you’ve said over, and over again. They’ve constructed blockades, and refrain dealing with you. Perhaps, that would typical human-beings do, when they get along with pessimists, paranoids, depressed. “Friend” they called you once, you made them laugh at times they wanted it, you removed all their…

Soon, he’ll fade away

“He’s not in our world”, you said.   I. It was a sunny Wednesday afternoon, when you last saw him displaying his perky smile; throwing nonsense punch lines and witticism, which gave you positivity and pleasure. And since that time, everybody thought he’ll act the same on the succeeding days. As day had passed, you’ve…

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“I always wanted to rest!“ I mean, to lay down, in a soft and hoary bed with chrysanthemums and daffodils, and beautiful candle lights. Until I’ll close my eyes, gently; to taste comfort, and harmony.

That was not me..

I am not me, when I start to think of miserable stuffs. I am not me, when I’m home. I am not me, when I  laugh exaggeratedly like Madame Watson’s 6am car horn. I am not me, when I gaze at an open-window for 7 200 seconds, like a 100 year-old Grandpa; who’s humbly waiting…

BIGGEST LIFE REGRETS

When you look back on the things that happened in your life, is there anything you wish you could change? Most of us would say “Of course!”. They would probably change the decisions they made, or perhaps the track they have chosen. So I’ll share you my Biggest Life Regrets, here they are: 1. Should’ve eaten…

Tragic Enigma

22nd of March I’m at home. Alone. I don’t have the urge to do anything. Though there are loads of burdens, I need to conform. It was passed 2 am, when things started to get worse. The same tragedy, that happened on December 21st Tossing and turning all night. Staring at the opened-window for almost…