Hoping for hope

I was covered by dark clouds. Sometimes when I wake up, I could not see them. I thought they disappeared. Hours had passed, they eventually came back. They’ve been heaving lightnings, thunders rumbling, which no one can ever withstand. I’m alone here, searching beautiful rainbows, trying to figure out, if pot of golds are on…

Au Revoir

I wandered in the shore, waiting for the sun to set, Avocets chirping, cold breeze blowing giving courage, tranquility— life. The ocean looked calm, as calm as the clouds in the sky, waves’ sweet melody, so harmonious, so smooth. I can hear it, and sense it.   As I continued walking, miles from where I…

I’m tired

I’m tired. I’m tired of recalling those nights when I heard shouts from my parents’ room at 3am. I’m tired of knowing that Mom and Dad’s priority was not us. I’m tired of seeing them with their new families. I’m tired of looking at my nephew’s sad eyes, longing for attention and for real happiness…

Drowned In The Sea of Grief

I desired to be as free as the clouds above, drift as the wind blows. shed tears whenever and wherever I want, and vanish as darkness eats the world. As I opened eyes in the morning, the light tries to surprise me. Giving hope when I needed not hope, lending a hand when I need…

Spring

We lay together, field of golden daffodils, that blooms in the Spring.

Living; Dying

How heart-breaking it is, when people walk away, got exhausted of the things you’ve said over, and over again. They’ve constructed blockades, and refrain dealing with you. Perhaps, that would typical human-beings do, when they get along with pessimists, paranoids, depressed. “Friend” they called you once, you made them laugh at times they wanted it, you removed all their…

Writer’s Letter to His Ownself

You’re not a wrong choice, you’re tough. You’re somebody’s 11:11 wish, and someone’s favorite song. You’re a human who commit errors, and exceeds disaster. You have friends, and you’re a friend. Be calm, be optimistic, and be happy Start achieving your visions, instead of pondering those tragedies. Shape a strong foundation of your courage, and faith. Do…

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“I always wanted to rest!“ I mean, to lay down, in a soft and hoary bed with chrysanthemums and daffodils, and beautiful candle lights. Until I’ll close my eyes, gently; to taste comfort, and harmony.

That was not me..

I am not me, when I start to think of miserable stuffs. I am not me, when I’m home. I am not me, when I  laugh exaggeratedly like Madame Watson’s 6am car horn. I am not me, when I gaze at an open-window for 7 200 seconds, like a 100 year-old Grandpa; who’s humbly waiting…

Tragic Enigma

22nd of March I’m at home. Alone. I don’t have the urge to do anything. Though there are loads of burdens, I need to conform. It was passed 2 am, when things started to get worse. The same tragedy, that happened on December 21st Tossing and turning all night. Staring at the opened-window for almost…